the healing begins

today is a new day. and i'm feeling better altogether. not great, but better. if anyone who reads my blog doesn't know this, my boyfriend and i broke up this past weekend. it's been a rough few days. but God is faithful. and as my dear friend ruth always says: "God's grace is sufficient." it is sufficient. joel is an amazing guy, which makes the break-up hurt even more. his heart is so sincere and beautiful. i will forever cherish our time together (practically 2 years... wow), and he will always be special to me. and now it's God's time in my life and joel's. it's God's turn to hold us in his arms and begin the healing process. i'm believing for complete healing. it may be a tough journey, but i know it is possible. some people say that once you give your heart to someone, a little piece of you is gone forever. i don't think that's true. God will heal me completely and my heart will again be renewed and pieced together little by little. one day, it will be whole again. nothing missing. but please keep my in your prayers, and especially keep joel in your prayers. he is one special man, a true man after God's own heart.